warmness is luxury

Of all the things I’ve believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
　　
I’ve been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I’m hearing are starting to get old
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
　　

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can’t live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it’s not right
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what’s yours and I want what’s mine
I want you
But I’m not giving in this time

When　two　people　are　in　love,　they　are　eager　to　have　more　sweet　kisses.　 But why　they　are　in　quarrel,　they　are　hurting　each　other　by　the　mouths　that　once used　for　kissing?

--because the feeling has gone, has gone…

My dear, to　live　in　a　world　without　you　is　more　painful　than　any　punishment.　Do　you　know　that　no　one　can　replace　you　in　my　heart?　You are lucky, because you can choose to like me or dislike me, but I only have to choose from loving you or loving you more. Love　you,　think　of　you,　love　you　secretly,　eagerly　love　you,　wait, feel　disappointed,　try　hard,　lose,　and　feel　sad,　go　apart,　and recall. All　of　these　are　for　sake　of　you, and　I　will　never　regret　for it.

I guess that this is where we’ve come to. When I feel hurt and my tears are going to drop, I will just look up and have a look at the sky once belongs to us. I will hide my storm-like love in my heart just not to give you any pressure. If　you　leave　me,　please　don't　comfort　me　because　each　sewing　has　to　meet stinging pain...

Warmness　is　luxury—which　is　reflected　by　deep　cold　and　hurt...

sleepless at night!