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Thursday , October 2 , 2008

It’s me…really?

Posted by PasaNINJA2499 , Reader : 1123 , 22:52:16 | Category : NINJAandNONESENSES

“Time to go home…..” “Time to sleep” “Time to get up” “Time to work” “Time to eat” And “Time to go home…” again… Is my life gonna be like this forever the same? I quietly asked myself tonight. Cars on road, about 20 maters from my mansion, are running, heading to its destination, and its sound helps make tonight not completely silence... Repeated daily routine is boring? I said YES in the early, but …is that the reason really? When I was university student, I had to study the same class, do pile of boring assignments, reading the same book several times, have test and test, and daily talk to same group of people; teachers, friends, shop keepers, but as I remembered, I never felt bored of it. A day comes and passes. A year comes and goes. I even didn’t notice it. It’s always enjoying, more or less. . . . . But at the moment routine..., “Time to go home…..” “Time to sleep...” “Time to get up...” “Time to work...” “Time to eat...” And “Time to go home…” again… It’s enjoyable less and less. Recently, I realized I think about some things surrounding me more. I concern about people around me more and I think about myself more. “Eh, you’re not the same…” thought me, continuing that “cuz you’ve grown up?” But………… wait.... wait.... What is the measure to assess somebody’s spiritual adultness? Concerning? Worrying? I absolutely don’t know…….. TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT^TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT But right now, I know only that ……..I don’t wanna grow up.~o~ could be more fun. Have you ever feel like me? The most pointless blog i ever wrote, share to you all…. Be Thou My Vision - Orchestra, Steel Guitar, piano] [

“Time to go home…..”

“Time to sleep”

“Time to get up”

“Time to work”

“Time to eat”

And “Time to go home…” again…

Is my life gonna be like this forever the same? I quietly asked myself tonight.

Cars on road, about 20 maters from my mansion, are running, heading to its destination, and its sound helps make tonight not completely silence...

Repeated daily routine is boring?

I said YES in the early, but …is that the reason really?

When I was university student, I had to study the same class, do pile of boring assignments, reading the same book several times, have test and test, and daily talk to same group of people; teachers, friends, shop keepers, but as I remembered, I never felt bored of it. A day comes and passes. A year comes and goes. I even didn’t notice it. It’s always enjoying, more or less.

But at the moment routine...,

“Time to go home…..”

“Time to sleep...”

“Time to get up...”

“Time to work...”

“Time to eat...”

And “Time to go home…” again…

It’s enjoyable less and less.

Recently, I realized I think about some things surrounding me more. I concern about people around me more and I think about myself more.

“Eh, you’re not the same…” thought me, continuing that “cuz you’ve grown up?”

But…………

wait....

What is the measure to assess somebody’s spiritual adultness?

Concerning? Worrying?

I absolutely don’t know……..

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT^TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

But right now, I know only that ……..I don’t wanna grow up.~o~ could be more fun.

Have you ever feel like me?

The most pointless blog i ever wrote, share to you all….

Be Thou My Vision - Orchestra, Steel Guitar, piano]

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comment 13
PasaNINJA2499 date : 06/10/2008 time : 19.34
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Keep walking forward. Don't give up. Don't fed up.

EXP....I did once.

I applied for a compay and got the job with bigger salary. But dismissed it later... I need time to change...

comment 12
expresso date : 05/10/2008 time : 03.07
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Pasa, I think you need to change to a new job. It's apparent that you don't like your job! Don't feel obligated in a fresh job that you had recently undertaken!

Move on. You are young but matured. Keep on trucking. You can do it!

comment 11
PasaNINJA2499 date : 04/10/2008 time : 21.30
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Keep walking forward. Don't give up. Don't fed up.

Thank you na..

possibly, I think too much.

Silly Ninja...

comment 10
FOS date : 03/10/2008 time : 23.48
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Ninja,

I prefer you call me back my name, sounds more human...ha ha ha.

As you grow day by day, your perception will change. Your life changes, people you meet are different. You have stepped into the real world, Open your eyes and listen with your ears, good or bad, they're all your guides to the new world you're entering. don't be frustrated, just be yourself and that's good enough. Soon you will get use to it, It's time for you to get out of your ninja suit....he he he he.

comment 9
PasaNINJA2499 date : 03/10/2008 time : 22.08
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Keep walking forward. Don't give up. Don't fed up.

Wildone, thank you for your time, though we don’t know each other before.
Recently, I have been devoting my time for my work. So much exhausted everyday. My work is like a service counter. Hundred customers need hundred things differently….As you said, I should find some excitement. I’ve plan a trip already. Next two weeks, I’ll escape from Bangkok to the peaceful yet exciting place with some friends. Travelling would be the passion you suggested me to have one.

GG….sure…nobody can’t stop time. I should know and realize it. After your comment, I just remembered the Thai word that I like to say when I can’t control something….that is, “Chang Mang”…..
I am getting old….>>> Chang Mang!
Life is going on like this….>> Chang Mang!
Hahahaha
p.s. Chang Mang!..can you dig it out? This word is rude.

Tow….every time I try my best, I feel uncomfortably and depressed, especially when I try to do something that it’s not me, not my way, but people expect me or I realize they want me to do it. Anyhow, life is short and pain..hehe. Though right now, I can’t do something I can before, but I won’t accuse my age getting old….again. promises!

FOS, well come back!
Yeahhhh……the feeling is strange for me too. It’s why I title this blog “It’s me…really?” I was wondering myself!…my aspects; way of thinking, manners has been changed. The truth is that I can’t be the same. I am changing eveytime, but not realize it. You made me think it out that actually all thing happened to me, it’s the way of me. And have you ever been not able to control yourself? I mean, for example, indeed you think you should do this and try to do this, but you finally find yourself do that, which shouldn’t be done. hehe, complicated….anyhow, thanks for cool input.^^

comment 8
FOS date : 03/10/2008 time : 17.24
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BTW, I like the music, sounded very scotish...

comment 7
FOS date : 03/10/2008 time : 15.40
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Ninja : life is routine or boring only when you wanted to be. You have been very creative over many things in this Blog sites, why not be the same for you life?

comment 6
Tow date : 03/10/2008 time : 11.01
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Close to nature ...

When I was a kid, I'd like to be Peter pan (he's never grow up), and I think he has a happy life, particularly he can fly(I think everypeople want to fly, right?).

But when I'd read a Peterpan,which was a original novel. I realized that his life was very sad, when people around him got old, especially Windy.

Oh.. life is short and pain. What you can do is try to the best for your future..

comment 5
GGrass date : 03/10/2008 time : 10.20
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Ninja: Yeah.. I don't want to grow up either...

But what we 'want' and what we get are two different things, usually at conflict with each other.

No matter how much we don't want to grow up, we will grow up. Sure~~~ some people say do this and do that to stay young... to not grow old... but come on... really... who are we kidding? Time stops for no one.

comment 4
wildone date : 03/10/2008 time : 08.39

Yeah, Ninja, routine can really bring you down. And you always ask why? What value does it have? You need a passion Ninga. Something that makes you want to live, something that excites you, and makes you feel good about yourself. Take risks, explore, try out new things, new activities, do something you’ve never done before. Take a night class, try out some sports, and get involved in something with other people. Push yourself. You will find the energy if you find the passion.
The realization of routine and boredom is not pointless; it is the beginning of the way out.

comment 3
PasaNINJA2499 date : 03/10/2008 time : 00.18
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Keep walking forward. Don't give up. Don't fed up.

Tow,...after read your comment. my freind, roomate, said.."you see? not only you"
Pan,...what should i say....hubby? kids? for me, it'd be terribly...hehe. it's bout far and far future....but feel good when i see you feel great with your family.

comment 2
panalwayscute date : 03/10/2008 time : 00.06
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Wait till you get married, have kids, inlaws, pets and the SAME hubby you wake up seeing every morning! Haaaaaaaa! I still love the same old routine anyway as long as my heart feels that way! Cheer up PN!