“Time really travels fast,” sitting alone at the balcony at this late night, I murmured.

“So what’s wrong with it?” a friend of mine asked me a few months ago when we were nearly arrive the final day of the university time.  

Nahh… nothing to blame the time, I am always be what I am though the years passed. Only one thing that can be changed is not my spirit but society role indeed.  Two months ago, trying to find a proper job, I did some interviews with managers with aim to learn and meet a cool position. Some pleased to hire me for their vacancies. But I couldn’t have one of those. The problem was that I try to find the best but “I don’t know what the best for my life is”   

“Only keep looking, how can you know if it is good or not. Just do it. Get a job,” said my mom. And I think so. I never know the street if I don’t walk it. If it is too scary, I can walk out.

At the moment, I have been working for the company for 45 days. Life is so much different from the past.  Wake up (early) at 6 a.m. shower and make up quickly. Then grab the bus rail, get on the sky train and walk or sometimes run to the office. I am not familiar with this city life. And like a customer service staff, I have to be disciplined and try to make myself beautiful as much as I can.  It is rather strange life for a street girl like me. If I could change the past, I would dismiss this job! (wish my boss don’t know this blogsite hehehe  (^^)

And the first salary in my life? I should shout “woo”, right?  Nahh…..it was cut 1/3 of the total amount! Some amount for social security and another big money for my position guarantee because my work also involves with the company’s money. It will be last for three months. T^T So first salary was not impressed me at all.  A Trainee like me started thinking about getting a new job.

“How is my work?” I last month asked my manager.

“What do you think?” she smiled as usually and questioned back.

“I don’t know…what if I’d like to move another department,” barely able to continue this game, I replied her.

“I shouldn’t let smart staff out of my hands, right?” smiled her.

What a clever administrator! I knocked down, yet smiled as the complement even though I knew it’s not true….hehehehe…  shame on me!

Anyhow, during the unfamiliar atmosphere of work, I find its bright side. My colleges which are quite older than me are friendly and helpful. Though I don’t like the job, every day I always laugh and smile with them during the office hour.

“You know, to dismiss the job before covering the training period is bad for you. The next companies you apply to may think that you’re never tolerate and discard you. Don’t be childish. Go on your work,” someone who loves me (I assume) suggested.^^

“Big girl don’t cry……but try to strengthen herself,” I thought. So I decided to continue my work until the four months of training period are run out. It’s not really bad. And three months after this, I may like this job and stop thinking to send my resume to other firms, I hope ^^ that is what’s happened to my life….share with you all.

By the way…..Good night! Tomorrow is my day off. See you all around.

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